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Name: Scott
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Kent
Birthday: 6/25/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Theater is my biggest interest right now and is what im planning on doing with the rest of my life. I love to dance and sing and when i dont become famous ill become a showchoir director and have my dream choir, yes i am a theater geek but im proud of it. Oh and did i mention another big interest of mine BOYS!!!!!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  broadwayboy36
Member Since:
6/18/2005
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| sometimes i hate the things i do. i mean, i wanted to know but yet i didnt, but i still went and did it. and now i feel shitty and it sucks and i cant tell anyone. GRR. Anyway, i got high for the first time a couple of days ago, it was fun. its like getting really drunk, but you dont throw up. let me tell you, thats so nice. i hate my work schedule it really sucks. I barely work and im not making enough money. i need to get a new job asap so when school starts ill have money and can actually do stuff. ugh i just dont feel so great right now. im a bad person..... | | |
| so i love my bf, god i know thats all i ever talk about but seriously, hes amazing. I love how we never really get into fights but little tiffs that end up us loving eachother even more after. The way we will do things (even though we dont want to) with eachother, like today i had to get an e-check, and though he really didnt want to go he came anyway. And can i just mention how adorably cute he is.  every time im with him i just cant stop smiling.
So steph leaves tues and im really not happy about it, i didnt even have a party this summer which is so depressing, i would like to have a before school blowout with all my friends. maybe i could next weekend, i would be nice. though im so broke right now i couldnt afford the alcohol. ill think about it.
i might not be going to school in the fall if my loan dosent go thru and im kinda pissed. My father has sworn that he is not paying a cent for me to go to school, so if my loan falls thru hes not paying and ill just have to wait till the next semester. I say fuck him. its not my fucking fault that i cant get a loan, if my wonderful mother, who is an accoutant at work would get her act together at home and pay our fucking bills on time my fathers credit wouldnt be shit and i would be in this predicament in the first place. so if im the loser whos not back in school in the fall, dont blame me.
i decided that im going to have lunch with joe when he comes up here to kent, but the fucker hasnt called me back. im like wtf you call me and want to hang out but then when i call you to tell you ill hang out you dont even respond. asshole, the exact reason why i dont want to see you ever fucking again. *sigh* whatever.
anyway, my life is like 2 different worlds, the amazing side and the not so amazing side, the amazing side includes my bf, my friends and family and everything that makes me happy, then theres the not so amazing side, which encludes my not having any money and the possibility of not going to school in the fall, and my piles and piles of bill. sometimes i just want to scream!
thats all for now, leave me some love! | | |
| so my ex from wright state is coming up here this weekend, and wants to do lunch with me. So after talking to cory and making sure that he was ok with it, im still torn on what i want to do. i guess it would be interesting to see what hes been up to lately and let him see how good i look, lol. anyway i saw cory for the first time since thursday last night. i hate being away from him. I really wish i was moving in with him in the fall. i jsut think that we would fare well living together. but we'll just have to wait and fing out. thats all i got for now, leave me comments | | |
| i only need one word to describe my weekend......AMAZING. Cory and i took a vacation to my cottage this weekend and it was definately a BLAST. We got to spend some time with my parents and they got to know him more and are getting alot more comfortable with him. MAkes me happy. Though now im burnt and i look like a lobster, and im glowing. (atleast thats what his mom said) anyway, we had alot of fun and it was nice just being able to get away with him and relax. In other news, my braces come off tomorrow morning and i cant wait, finally i can smile and not be conscious of it. So right now i couldnt be happier and im looking forward to more vacations with my wonderful boy. | | |
| so i got a new computer the other day and i fucking love it! Its a new macbook laptop and its the slickest thing. i love everything about it, and its actually easier to use than a pc after you get used to the way its set up. its super fast, then again anything would be super fast compared to my old beast laptop. this one is light and thin and just georgous. So im really excited about the fall, i cant wait to get back to school. though i need to make sure i limit nights like last night. I got whoa drunk and it was not so fun. and the nice thing is that my wonderful bf was there to take care of me, though i told him to get out while i was puking my brains out. but he wanted to be there and its the thought that counts. i love him and im so happy being with him, this is why im really excited for school to start! | | |
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